Monday Night...

Well I guess I will just start blogging again because I have nothing eles better to do.. HA should be doing my homework, but I dont really care about school work anymore.. Thats just a stressful thing that doesn't matter to me anymore. Ok so Im single again! Is that suppose to be a good or bad thing.. I have no idea, because Im just going to go back to the same as I was before. No caring, no family, nothing. Im so tired of having a crazy ass life, never a day that goes good. LOL.. but there are people that are worse then me. I see it all the time, so I guess I can be thankful for that.. Three more days til Thanksgiving.. A boring holiday because I wont have anywhere to go, because we already did our... With the family we have...
That three year old, that fights with me is the only thing that makes me go. Without him I don't care anymore.
Life is so damn hard its unreal, but I look at my sister and wonder how she does it.. I can think of a few reason, because of her kids, her husband and, she has god... Thats the only thing I guess.... So good for her, Im glad, maybe one day long long down the road Ill get it too.... I dunno though, prob not.... Im prepared for that though.... What is life about??? Your kids and the people that love you... HAHA ... Oh well time will pass and things will get better. I know this is true.. Seen it before, and done it before... Time just has to be on my side, and it hasnt been for 7 years.... At the end it will all work out, and it will be so late for anything to be enjoyed..... ....

The Weekend

The weekend is here and it feels like IM not going to get anything done.. I got some new shoes that I needed for work, but that is about it.. Nathan is being the crazy kid that he always is, and is not stopping. Oh well.... Welll Im still wanting on information on the house, I havent heard anything for like a week now. Seems like it is just taking for every, and the day is never going to be here.. I want to go shop for paint now, but I think its a little to early to be doing that. All I am doing is waiting, and doing the everyday normal thing.. Nothing exciting.....

Lazy Lazy

Today was a lazy day other then going to work... WE went to Casey's house and hung out of a while, and came home. After Nathan went to bed I just played on the Internet on these dumb facebook games... How fun does that sound. Ha its Lame... Oh well... Well I'm just still sitting here waiting to hear back on the house... Something that is just dragging on and on.. Can it go any faster!!!! Well Its almost Friday!!! Oh ya, but not pay day.. Hope to have more things to talk about later on in the week.! Night!

Busy Busy!!!

Well I have not been on this site in a while... Been trying to do homework, deal with the house, and go to work!! Not very Fun But something that has to happen... Well the house is pretty much mine now. The inspection has happened, and the owners are going to pay for the things to get fixed. That is a great thing! Now I just have to wait on November 12 to come so I can close on the house, and get the keys!!! School is not very much fun right now I have low C's in the class, which need to be pulled up fast because the classes are almost over with... Nathan has been a rat lately, and is not listening for nothing.. Oh well though it happens.... We have started packing our stuff to get it moved out into mommy's house... Nothing really going on here so maybe next time there will be more to say...

Tuesday Night

So it has been a little round here because it has just been Nathan and myself. It is getting better though because we did go to Casey's house yesterday night and ate dinner and played with the crazy dog.... It was a nice time...
Today was the inspection for my house which it turned out good for the most part. There is a few different things that may need to be fix, nothing to big, but going to get the buyer to fix it instead of me. Casey backed me up though and was there to do the inspection though since I could not get off work... We are going to move my stuff out a little earlier from my apartment, put it in storage until I can move in the house.. Til then I'm going to go live with Casey and his family.... How cute... Crowed, but would be something fun I think... Well to get off the subject really fast my inspector just called me and the house he said is really good, just has to put comments into the paper work that in general for houses...So that's a good thing! An ways so I'm moving out my stuff and then when I close on the house, fix it up, and then move in. My landlord is not someone I want to deal with. Already has a sign out for my apartment.. What a joke!!! Oh well... Well Off to the middle of the week.. Hope it goes fast!!!

Sunday Night......

I wonder how many times a day is good to post to a blog.... Well mine will be like three to four times a day... Ha... Well homework sucks, that's for sure. I don't want to do it and I'm about to take a zero on one of my classes, because I just don't really care right now.... I will end up getting like a "D" in the class for now.. But its like pass or fail.. Doesn't really matter other then that... Like eight more months of school, and I will be done, well that's if nothing holds me back.... Which is shouldn't.
This day as gone by so slow, that is for sure. It feels like today is put into a week.. Changing the things I do from one day to another day messes everything up. I haven't done anything today besides sit on this computer take midterms, which I bombed, and give Nathan a bath.. Sounds exciting huh!!! Not.. No dishes, no cleaning, nothing done! Doesn't help me out during the week of Shit Third! Ha.. It sure does feel different without Casey here, its totally different worlds when he is here and when it is just Nathan and I ... I wonder how I did it for a year on my own... I wasted a lot of time... We are going to Casey's tomorrow though, and he's cooking, so that part isn't changing... Casey the Cook!
Nathan is sleeping in my bed tonight too, that's a mistake happening again, but It's nice at the same time. It won't be for long though, just a little while...
I started planning for the new house too, the colors for the rooms, and how I want to make them. I also am trying to fit in closing on the house, and doing Thanksgiving at the house too... Is that possible though? It wouldn't be able to be in the house of course because of so many people, but there is the car port.. That area is big, and can always make the eating in there... I think I might think more on that.... What a perfect way to start the house welcoming off by having the families together and have a good day together.. Like sixteen people there though, kinda crowed, but it would be fun. A dream of mine that could come true...
Without Casey I would have to say I wouldn't have what I have now... We can be some drama people that is for sure, but he is a lot better then anything I have had in my lifetime. I can only be thankful that I have that, and end up being happy through life, with someone and not being alone.. I will follow my own steps, and no one else's... I love you..! Now I'm off to try and maybe do my homework..... Well see how this happens sleeping alone tonight too....

The Dog!

This is the crazy dog that likes to dig her way out of yards... Such a nut, but a good dog when she is around her owner!! This is why I cant have what I want right now!